Good morning, my prince. Just a short note this morning to let you know that I have thought of you and that you are not forgotten. I know that today will be a busy day for you and that it is somewhat exciting to see what might be….what could be. And while change can be good…it is still change and can be quite a source of upheaval. I worry for you, love. I cannot help it. I know that this time has been stressful on you too. I am not the only one that has/is gone through changes. I know both of us have waited for this time our entire lives, but now that it has come, it requires changes and accommodations and things that perhaps we had not considered and it can be confusing. And of course I hate it all the more that I cannot be there for you, not that I could really do anything anyway. I just fight the urge to feel like I am worthless and of no help to anyone.
Thank you, love for sharing my fantasies with me…and for always making me feel loved and accepted. I am happy that I am found pleasing in your eyes and pray that it may always be so. As you go about your way, please know that I am with you…and you are NEVER far from my heart.
Forever….your wife….D
[2010/05/23 16:30] El Firecaster: I love you, ***!
[2010/05/23 16:30] El Firecaster: No one has ever
[2010/05/23 16:30] El Firecaster: excited me the way you do…
[2010/05/23 16:30] El Firecaster: no one has ever
[2010/05/23 16:31] El Firecaster: shared the things with me you do…
[2010/05/23 16:31] El Firecaster: no one has ever
[2010/05/23 16:31] El Firecaster: completed me the way you do.
[2010/05/23 16:31] El Firecaster: I am grateful.
[2010/05/23 16:31] Vanish Firecaster smiles.
[2010/05/23 16:31] Vanish Firecaster: Then let’s ever be.
[2010/05/23 16:31] El Firecaster: yessss……..ever…
