Good morning, my prince! I hope the morning finds you well rested, refreshed and ready to go. Things often look better after a good nights sleep…and whatever you thought you could not handle the night before, suddenly becomes miniscule and insignificant.
I must say, love…that for quite some time I have felt a “rumbling” in the waters that run deep under the surface. It has nothing to do with you and I directly. It is more a shaking of who you are…and those things are often hard to see, recognize and fix…than things that are blatantly awry. They are things that make up who you are and where you are in life at this moment in time. There is not much I can do to help you with them. Just as you had to sit back and watch me work through some difficult problems in my own life….needing the distance from it…I too…must distance myself and watch…and wait. I will be there for you love… no matter what decisions you make. I hope you know that I will always be there for you and support you regardless.
It pains me, love…to see you struggle and know there is nothing I can do. Please know…that while I DO covet our moments together, I will gladly give you the time you need to do the things you must do, love. I ALWAYS want to be with you…that is a given. Every moment that I am away from you is one moment too long. But I am not so foolish as to think that you do not have responsibilities to MANY and they will often require that time…and I will be glad to be able to help by having you set that time aside to take care of the things that must be taken care of!
I know that when you are finished…you will come back to me. I know…that you will always come back to me…regardless of what comes our way…it is a fact. There is nothing else we can do, love! I know that much as a boomerang…when I am flung out…into the wide expanse….I may fly there for a while…I may linger a bit…but inevitably I will head right back into your arms…into the only “home” I have ever known.
You have been SO amazing to me, love. You have sheltered me, protected me, cared for me, and provided for me to the very best of your ability. You have loved me closer and stronger than any other and have satisfied my every desire. You have stood by me and watched me make the hard decisions…and you willingly stepped out of the way, giving me the freedom I needed to make those judgements, while letting me know that you were there for me, standing by my side, waiting for me to come to you when I was ready. Thank you! Thank you for loving me like that. I only hope that I am capable of returning a SMALL fraction of that to you. You deserve so much more…you deserve the best….and while I KNOW that you hate it when I talk like that…I CAN promise you…that I will give you the BEST I have to give…both now…and forever.
Day 2 of frustrations is done and over. May day 3 bring you peace, harmony and the joy that you deserve. I will be waiting for you, love…when your frustrations are over. At the end of the day…when the night has come…and you are needing someone to tell you it is ok…..I will be there. I will hold you, I will give you what you want and desire…and I will support you through it all…..ever.
FOREVER, your adoring wife….D
