My Precious Husband,

You mean SO much to me.  I was with a mutual friend of ours today and I talked about you for 3 hours!  Is that possible? (laughs)  It seems like every word that comes out of my mouth needs to be about you.  (Thank you for always listening Lena!)  It is SO easy for me to speak of you.  You are always on my mind…and as much as you may deny it, you ARE wonderful.  I hope I made you feel that way …:) 

You have captured my heart, love.  There is no part of it that is not totally devoted to you.  It seems when someone fills your heart to that capacity, there is little room left for anything else…and suddenly other things seem less critical.  All the things that used to mean so much to you just don’t have the same importance.  It seems to bring all the really essential things to light and you suddenly realize, there are not very many of them.  Everything that is vital to you, to your world, is standing right in front of you.  And everything that we do outside of “us” is done to give us ONE MORE MOMENT together….one more minute of bliss.  One last second of being in your arms, listening to your breathing and feeling that bond for which I have waited my entire life.   I would do ANYTHING for those moments.  They are essential to my life and my well being.  Anything beyond that… is just extra.  It’s not even frosting on the cake…because YOU are that already!  No…it is just extra…it cannot possibly be better…for I have already found the best.  And nothing in my life will EVER be the same again. 

[2010/04/06 15:31]  El Firecaster closes her eyes and hears his soft breathing…. wrapping her arms around his waist….

Vanish Firecaster rocks her gently.

Vanish Firecaster: We can be so happy.  It’s incredible.

El Firecaster: Yes.  It is.

Vanish Firecaster: We don’t need much.

El Firecaster: No…. ALL I need is you….truly!

Vanish Firecaster: Heck, we don’t even need to leave the bed.

El Firecaster: If all I had was a little corner with a bed…and you in it…. I would be SO happy!

Vanish Firecaster: I know.  I would be most happy as long as the rest of the world would leave us alone.

El Firecaster: Yes… they are funny that way though!  For some reason they seem to think they should have a piece of us!

Vanish Firecaster: Yeah, I know. Sometimes I wonder what I’m doing it all for.

El Firecaster kisses him….caressing his face.

Vanish Firecaster plays with her hair gently.

El Firecaster: I love you with all my heart, ***.

Vanish Firecaster: Dito, sweetness.

El Firecaster: And it is a REALLY big heart!