I have spent most of the night thinking back, love on how we met and all that happened to bring us together. They are such fond memories. It seems from the first moment we met we enjoyed one another. It was just an instantaneous thing. We were immediately comfortable with one another. And from that moment our love has grown stronger and stronger…sometimes it amazes me. I talked a lot earlier with someone about how we met and what transpired to bring it about. I know now that we were destined to meet…we were destined to be together…it was the only thing in our lives that was “right”…and there was no stopping it. I have no idea about all that happened to us before and how much of it was meant to happen and how much of it was really inconsequential to our meeting….all I know is…that whatever or whoever is responsible for allowing us to be together…I am ETERNALLY grateful.

When I am with you, even when I am “down” and feeling AWFUL, it is not long before you have perked me up and made me feel better. You always seem to know what to say or do…even if it is just listening to me cry. My heart leaps every time I think of being with you….and my spirit languishes each moment we are away.

[18:11] El Firecaster: He his everything I have ever wanted. Everything I have ever dreamed of. He has made me happier than I have ever been in my entire life…and he means more to me than ANYTHING in this world. There is NOTHING that I would not sacrifice or give for him.

You TRULY are my life, love. I am FOREVER yours…and aways have been…and nothing…and NO ONE….can change that….every road I have ever travelled…has lead me to you. I was looking for you, baby…in ALL the others…it was YOU I was looking for. You have rescued me from certain death without you. And I feel you closer and closer to me every day…soon, love….soon…we will be together. Until then, love…

May your waking thoughts be of me and your sleeping dreams filled with my love for you….FOREVER……D