Hello Jackie! Where shall we go today? Thank you, love…for all the silliness you put up with just to be with me! I had a lot of fun with that! You are SO fun, love! I did not know it was possible to do those kinds of things! I had always imagined it, but no one I knew ever did that! I have had the BEST times with you. Thank you, love…for always driving me to a new and fun destination!

You asked me once what MY “thing” was….when I commented on the fact that every woman had her “thing” that turned her on about a man. It was such an odd question for me to think of. There is really nothing that I could pinpoint. I guess that makes me extremely NON-picky??? I LOVE eyes….especially brown ones! And yours are PERFECT! But the main reason I like them…as we have discussed before…is to look deeper. I love them on both men AND women…so I guess that does not really count? The one thing that I find REALLY attractive…and that will HOLD me when nothing else will…is a man’s mind! I LOVE a man with a smart mind! I think that is SOOO sexy! Not necessarily one that knows the inner workings of the lunar land rover…but one that has the ability to figure things out. The kind of mind that can reason and imagine and dream. The kind that is not afraid to imagine or to say what it is thinking. The kind that knows what it wants (most of the time) and can figure out how to get it. The kind of mind that looks for things that are unique and different and can appreciate them.

When I first came to SL…I was SO entranced with the beauty of it all! And of course, I set out to make my avi the most beautiful of them all…in what I thought was beauty! Every time I did something new or tried on a new dress I found her more beautiful. I created in her all the things I wanted to be…and all the things that I WAS that I liked. Her eyes…her mouth…her face…everything was created QUITE lovingly and by hand. I would NEVER buy a store bought shape…El….was….well…ME after all….I could not have her look like a million other avies! And when I had finished her and was pleased with all she was…I remembered looking at her and thinking…”And so now…you are the “perfect” woman…surrounded by THOUSANDS of other “perfect” women. You are no different from any of them. What is it that will set you apart from the others?”

[2009/08/21 11:42] El: Bring MY V back and we shall go

V laughs.

What is your V?

El: RRRRRRRRRRRR There you go!

V: I am myself.

El: So HARD to get along with!

V: So I’ve been told.

El: FINE…then I shall go like this!

V: Bald? Awww.

El: Isn’t that scary??????? And I actually had some guy hit on me at help island! Of course, he was ugly too! His hair….OMG

V: No. They’re always doing that.

V laughs.

V: Some guys sign up for SL and go all ‘I want the seeeex’

El: hmmm…but not YOU, huh?

V: I’ve always been polite.

El: I can tell…. seriously.

V smiles.

El: So what do you see when you look at this El?

V: A good job for a newbie.

El: Do you see anything different when you look into her textured eyes?

V: No.

El: hmm…That’s funny…cause she makes me feel different .

V: How does she make you feel?

El: Kinda sad.

El cries.

V: For what?

El: I don’t know. When I came to SL I wanted to “find” a part of myself that I had lost I guess. The nice part of me.

V: Why do you think you’re not nice?

El: It is just that I was at such a bad place in my life at the time…I REALLY WAS very careful about how I “made” El. There are reasons for EVERY part of her. I guess that is why I look so closely at others AV’s…I want to SEE them.

V: Mmmh.

El: Like I see me when I look at her. She has changed….obviously…

V: Yes. And no.

El: The basics are still there.

V: She’s still smiling.

El: yes……you noticed!

V smiles.

El: always

V: I like that. Most avatars look all grim.

El: It was important to me

V: Same here.

El: And I DID want her eyes to be large…to SEE everything!

V: I wanted my eyes to be narrow.

El: Why?

El: To be speculative?

V: Makes me less approachable.

El whispers….aw V…

V smiles.

El cries.

V: Aww…What’s up?

El: I don’t know. That makes me sad.

V: That I’m unapproachable?

El: yes.

V smiles.

V: It depends on the person, I guess.

El: You think me silly?

V: No, I don’t. But I don’t know what you want.

El laughs

El: I’m sorry babe. I don’t mean to confuse you. I am goofy…pay NO attention to me!

V: Mmh. Oh, I do.

El giggles

El: ok….enough of that!

V: Mmh

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El: The only thing I really know about castles…is that I like them.

V: Have you ever been to one?

El: Only here.

V: We’ve got them all over. They’re nothing special to me.

El: I saw one at Kalepa. I LOVE them! WHAT is special to you V? Does ANYTHING impress you????

V: Yes.

El: WHAT??????????

V: Your smile.

El: awwwww…no really!

Vsmiles.

V: I’m not trying to be sweet.

El: I know…it was just a diversionary tactic. I KNOW that!

V: No.

El: Then?

V: Just the truth.

El lowers her eyes.

El: Thank you.

V: I am impressed by things that show imagination. Real real hard imagination.

We ARE two pieces of the same whole. It should come as no surprise to you then, that I TOO am impressed by such things. And YOU, my darling…are the VERY best! PERFECT in every way.

Forever…your favorite passenger…D