Thank you, love for the time we spent together earlier. Even if you were taking care of business, it was still good to talk to you and be able to share and just be with you. It’s funny…I remind myself of a small child and the way they just want to be in their parents presence. It does not matter what their parent is doing, they are content to just sit at their feet and find a way to occupy themselves, as long as they are allowed to be in the presence of the one that is their world. That is the way I feel…I am perfectly happy as long as I am there. I know that to some, that may seem odd…even unhealthy, but I am ok with that. I am happy there…and while I realize that I may not ALWAYS need to be there ALL the time, it is where I prefer to be now. I feel safe and protected there…and I need that right now…and that is okay!
Anyone does not have to be around me long to know that you are my world anyway. Most everything I say is “V speak”! I can meet a total stranger in SL and strike up an innocent conversation and before you know it…I am speaking of V! No matter what topic they pick…I will find a way to relate it to you. It is almost like I have found a new “victim” to bore to death with my Vspeak! “Oh yes! Vanish, my husband, is a builder. He built the home we live in now and it is quite lovely. There are lots of things to do and see there, you should come visit!”
And god forbid that someone should begin to talk of their love for someone else because that just gives me the perfect avenue to tell them about MY love and how we met and how GLORIOUSLY happy we are. And then of course you have the ones that moan about how they have yet to find anyone in SL and then I just have to share how I was not actively looking for a partner when you found me…and that when the right one comes along they will know it and it will be WONDERFUL!
And should I stumble upon that poor soul that just wants to know where I bought my latest dress or hair, I will gladly tell them where to go…right after I tell them that I am just shopping myself to occupy my time until I can finally see my amazing husband V, again! I am sure most of them are just DYING to get away from me, but there are an occasional few who look at my profile and comment on the words I have written there. I am ALWAYS happy to share with them how MOVED I always am at the thought of my tender, caring partner V….and inevitably refer them to the TD.
One would think that it would be better for our personal friends, they DO after all, already know “the story”…and almost every aspect of our lives,both in SL and in RL…and yet, they are probably the ones that suffer the most. I cannot even drive down the road with my room mate for telling her that “This looks like the pictures *** has shown me of Germany! It looks really lovely there. Do you know what he told me yesterday?”….and OFF I go…droning on and on about some little something that we discussed…finding SOME way to make it relevant to whatever is going on around me at the time. Poor souls! I am sure there will be a special place in heaven for them! There is BOUND to be some kind of compensation for those that have to listen to me!
I even find myself, when I am alone….telling ME how much I wish you could see the surroundings…and share the new discoveries that I make each day. And so I just store them away for safe keeping and then I bombard YOU with them the next time I see you!
SO…the next time you are tempted to tell me that I do not HAVE to write the TD DAILY if I don’t want to…just keep in mind that you are keeping some poor soul from having to listen to me! It is allowing me to get my daily allowance of V speak! It may save someone else, but you…my poor love…are destined to have to listen to me. May all my words be pleasing to your ears…and all my kisses pleasing to your lips!
Forever your personal…:)…slave…D
