[14:23] Vanish Firecaster: You don’t know how much it means to me..
[14:23] Vanish Firecaster: …to be so…
[14:23] Vanish Firecaster: …looked after…
[14:23] Vanish Firecaster: …by such a beautiful woman.
[14:23] El Firecaster whispers to him
[14:23] El Firecaster: You will never again want for it, ***.
I know that it is probably not your type of movie, but I remember a few years back watching one of the Mission Impossible movies. In it the main character is lying in bed with his lover and he looks at her longingly and simply says “Damn, you’re beautiful”. I remember thinking it was one of the most romantic things I had ever witnessed. She was not a particularly beautiful woman by my preferences, but to him, in the movie, she was beautiful. It was SO simply stated, no frills, no extra adjectives. But yet so powerful. I wondered what would be going through a man’s head at that moment. Here he was laying in bed next to her, ready to make love to this woman and he stops and looks at her longingly, and simply states it. Was he looking at her face? Did he desire her body? Or was he looking beyond all that at who she was inside? Was it a combination of them all? What WAS it that would move a man so? I remember waiting for SO long to have that happen to me. I always knew I was not the prettiest girl on the planet, but I had hoped, that someday, I would be the prettiest one for one special person.
So you, my precious V, will never know how much it meant to ME, to hear you say those words. Not that you have not said them before many, many times. But it was just the way it happened and the way you said it…it made me remember that I had waited for that moment for many years…and FINALLY I had it! FINALLY the time was right, I was with the right man, in the right place, at the right time. And while I am still working on how I feel about myself, I will never, ever doubt that YOU find me beautiful. Thank you, love….for filling that empty hole in my spirit. Just as YOU will never have to want to be cared for again, I will never again have to wish that someone would find me beautiful. Thank you, love. Thank you for loving me just as I am, with all my faults and imperfections. Thank you, for making me who I am today. Thank you, for your patience with me. Thank you, for loving me.
I am now….and forever will be…yours….D
