Oh love…I cannot believe that it has ONLY taken me 7 months to figure out what was happening when we first met….HAHAHA. You have told me before…but I guess it just did not register. I did not comprehend that you knew and understood even better than I, who we were and what we were meant to be from the very beginning. When you FINALLY made me realize that, I just cried and cried, love! WOW! That you would have felt like that, about ME in the first few days that we met, is just more than I can comprehend. All this time I thought you were mourning for love lost and you were mourning for love found! I can only imagine the frustration and confusion to think that you have FINALLY found the one thing you were searching for all your life and it is unattainable! I guess it never REALLY bothered me, because I KNEW that if you would love me, I would be yours. My poor angel! I am SO glad you did not give up on me, love. I am SO glad you did not just look at things the way they were and that you were willing, to once again, put your heart out there and take the chance that it would get broken. It is SO ironic to me, here I was trying to make you love me, and you did all along, I was just too blind to see it! I guess I never believed that someone could love me like that. Thank God you did. It happened just like every little girl dreams of…where her prince sees her and falls in love with her the moment he lays eyes on her and will overcome impossible odds, to make her his. I am SO blessed, love. Thank you for loving me, even when I was too blind to see it! May that love always be ours…
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