Mein Liebster,

I hope that our time together this afternoon was helpful, love.  I always feel at a loss when you ask the hard questions….when you worry about things on which I can never hope to effect a change!  All I can do is listen and give you my silly insights.  But you tell me, that is enough.  You tell me that is all you wanted.  And that I can do.  I can always listen.  My entire life I have had people come to ME for advice.  And I always felt competent to do that.  But mostly I just listened…and gave them the opportunity to figure things out themselves.  It is SO different with you!  I do NOT feel competent to give you advice most of the time….you so seldom need it…and you know SO much more than I do about SO many things.  And secondly, I don’t just want to listen, I want to FIX IT for you.  I want to make it all better.  I want to be able to….at the very least….give you some pearl of wisdom that will quell your fears and calm your nerves.  Instead I have nothing but silly euphemisms and feel totally inadequate….but one thing remains the same….I love you….I will always love you…and in your arms…all is perfect.

Forever…..D

[2010/03/21 16:23]  El Firecaster: I know I am a romantic.  I just think that LOVE is THE most important thing in life!  IT affects change…. IT moves us…. IT makes things happen… IT lasts forever.  And so FEW people ever really have it or give it or feel it.  So when you find it…. when it IS there…. you need to hold on tight, because it can slip away before you know it.

 Vanish Firecaster smiles….closes his eyes.

El Firecaster kisses his hand,holding it close to her face.

Vanish Firecaster: Thank you, love.

El Firecaster unbuttons his vest…opening it…. sticking her nose inside the openings of his shirt….. rubbing at his tummy…. smelling him.

Vanish Firecaster smiles happily.

Vanish Firecaster: You feel so good, *****.

El Firecaster looks up at him whispering… I am yours, love.

El Firecaster kisses the palm of his hand.

Vanish Firecaster caresses her cheek softly.  I could just lay here and hold you forever. And all the world would be alright.

El Firecaster pulls his shirt out of his pants…..kissing his abdomen tenderly.

El Firecaster: Yes. I feel the same way.

Vanish Firecaster: MMmh.

El Firecaster: Like everything is PERFECT when I am in your arms.  The world is just turning away….and yet…for us..it almost stops….stands still…. and looks in awe.