I know you thought that since I was here that I would forget all about the TD, huh??? NO WAY! I am not sure there will ever be a time that I will not have the urge to tell you how much I love you….how much I appreciate you…want you…desire you.

You have been SO good to me, love…just like I knew you would be. Thank you love for your patience towards me. There is SO much for me to learn…I know it is all normal and natural to you…and it is SO unusual to me. Even the simplest things are different…so it may take me a while. Thank you for working hard to make it as easy as possible and for always thinking ahead to what I will need and what I will like. You are SO considerate, love…it just once again, makes me feel like I have so little to offer. I wish there were some great show of appreciation that I could do…but all I am left with is a simple…”I love you….thank you.” It feels so small, love…I wish I could do more.

Thank you for taking me to the castle….and the walk by the river was SO lovely. I will never forget it. You are SO beautiful to me, love. It is hard not to stare at you…I find myself amazed, just looking at your face….trying to remember WHERE I have seen it and the only conclusion is that it has always been…it has just always been.

I know we both have so much adjusting to do…and yet there is so much between us that just feels natural…old….always. And I know that all the rest will be too…if we just let it…just be US…this is NOT the first time we have done this after all…and so…if we just let it come back to us…it will all be there. Your touches…your caresses are SO wonderful, love. Just the thought of them arouses me…the way you smell, taste…the look of your eyes, the feel of your lips on mine….so soft and sweet.

And so as I sit here writing this…and thinking of all we have share thus far, it brings such a comfort to me…making my mind numb with the wonder and excitement of it all….calming any fears I might have and putting my heart and soul to rest, as I feel the sweet release of sleep begin to come over me…rocking me…taking me to the place that only it can provide. May I ALWAYS be your sleep, love….immer.

Your love, your partner, your wife and yes…your lover…..D