El Firecaster

Fire from Within

When Pretty is NOT enough

Posted By on July 12, 2010 in All, Tracked Daily | 0 comments

Good morning, my prince!

God, how I have missed you!  It is amazing to me how you can be in the most beautiful places and yet they seem dull when the one you love is not with you.  I have seen some AMAZING places and they are all SO pretty and while I am enjoying them greatly, they still pale in comparison to the light of your smile!  ALL I can seem to think about is YOU and how I wish you were with me and how I could share it all with you and feel your arms around me as your beautiful voice whispers to me.  I see others holding hands and sharing intimate glances and oh…how I wish it were you and I!  How I wish I could lay beside you and feel us drift off into a deep sleep together…only to wake beside one another refreshed and renewed and excited just to be with one another one more day.

I would not have to go ANYWHERE, love.  I know there are SO many pretty places to see…and I hope to see more of them, but if your arms were the only place to which I ever adventured, it would be more than enough for me.  Your love is truly all I need. 

Thank you SO much for your little comments and written thoughts of me.  They mean SOOOO much to me, love.  I look for them everyday.  And I just wish there was some way I could make you understand how much they mean to me. To KNOW how much you miss me makes me love you even more and makes me just that much more eager to see you again. 

I know it sounds funny….but I have not ever had a lover miss me like that.  I always just seemed to be someone that was really rather inconsequential and of little importance…not really someone or something to be missed.  But to know….that you DO miss me, that you DO wait for me to come back…well…it is a dream come true for me, love.  Just another dream that you have fulfilled for me.  

Everyday when you call and I hear your voice it brightens my day and lightens my heart.  I can hear the longing in your voice…and the fact that you would even take the time out of your busy day to call me, is SO meaningful to me!  I have grown so accustomed to that voice!  It lives inside my heart and my head.  It is THE voice that moves me, it motivates me to be better than I am and it calms me when I am afraid or worried. 

It will not be long, love…until  I will be back and we can pick up where we left off.  And not much longer after that at all that I will truly be in your arms…and we WILL pick up then…where we have left off SO many times before! 

Thank you for always loving me and for always being there for me.  You never let me down or disappoint me…and your love ALWAYS amazes me!  I cannot wait to kiss those lips!

Immer…..your adoring wife…D

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