[2009/08/24 11:11] V: Ellie, in a different life, we would prolly be fiery comets blazing into each other.
El: hahaha
El: you think?
V: I know.
El: hmmm…sounds like fun!
V smiles.
V: It does.
Collide as performed by Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You’re barely waking
And I’m tangled up in you
Yeah
I’m open, you’re closed
Where I follow, you’ll go
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I’m quiet you know
You make a first impression
I’ve found I’m scared to know I’m always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don’t stop here
I lost my place
I’m close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You are all I need, baby. As long as I know that you need me and that you want me more than anything else, then nothing else matters. I don’t need riches or fame….I don’t need friends or favor…I don’t even need perfect health. ALL I need in this world, is you. I have many times questioned myself and sometimes wonder at what cost this love has happened. And sometimes it scares me, but then I think to myself, that I cannot help it. I wish it had been different, I wish that I could somehow fix it, I wish that I could make everything the way it SHOULD have been. But I can’t…and all I know is that I love you more than my own life…and I have to be with you…come what may.
There are many people in this life that I care for….many that have affected my life and that I will ALWAYS love…but you…are above that. You ARE my life…I did not make it that way…it just is. And as much as I worry for all the others, I STILL cannot change THAT! The only thing I could do would be to sacrifice myself and in doing so, you as well…for the others. And that would solve nothing. So as long as I know that you feel the same way, then…we will hold each other tight…and brave whatever awaits us…come what may.
Forever…your loving wife….D