There are some things that every woman I know wants to hear from a man. There have been SO many times that you have said them to me. The numerous times that you have told me I am beautiful. The multiple times you tell me (and show me….thank you for the nails baby!) that you love me. The sweet nothings you whisper in my ear as we watch the sunset and the sound of your breath in my ear as we watch the sunrise. I LOVE it when you tell me I am sexy and when you tell me just what you want from me. I cherish the times you have told me that you know just as I do, that we have forever been linked together and will have many more lifetimes to live and love together. I play over and over the times you have said….”immer” to me or call me “meine Liebste”. I will never forget the MANY times you have held me as I have cried and told me it is ok…and everything will be alright. Everytime I read your email and I see it signed “I love you, ***”…my heart leaps. And when I HEAR you say those words it is like a “button” is pushed inside my body that makes me respond to you even MORE!
But yesterday, you reminded me once again, of WHY I am the luckiest woman alive.
[2010/06/13 6:48] El Firecaster: I’m a very lucky woman, ***. I am blessed.
Vanish Firecaster: You are loved. Just enjoy it.
El Firecaster nods
El Firecaster: yes.
Vanish Firecaster: It’s not hard to do.
El Firecaster: I will.
Vanish Firecaster: Enjoy, and rest assured that you can be as you are. And that you will be loved, no matter what.
El Firecaster whispers in his ear
El Firecaster: Never, NEVER…has anyone loved me as you do.
Vanish Firecaster smiles.
Vanish Firecaster: I’m glad, somehow.
El Firecaster nods
El Firecaster: yes, I am too.
Vanish Firecaster caresses her.
El Firecaster: As painful as it has been….now I KNOW what it means to be loved…equally…wholly… completely.
Vanish Firecaster holds her tight.
El Firecaster: I don’t feel like I give more…I don’t feel like I have to force it…I don’t feel like I am pressuring you…
Vanish Firecaster: It’s just easy.
El Firecaster: it just is.
El Firecaster nods
Vanish Firecaster: And you can rely on that. It’s not going to change.
Thank you, love. Thank you for soothing me and reassuring me. Thank you for making me believe in myself and to care once again. Thank you for finding me just in the nick of time.
Forever….your adoring wife and lover….D
