El Firecaster

Fire from Within

Blowing Bubbles

Posted By on February 9, 2010 in All, Tracked Daily | 0 comments

A bubble.  We all live in one.  Each of our bubbles contains the people we love and the things that are important to us.  It is our reality as we perceive it.  I’ve come to find that real and not real are nothing more than relative terms……

My precious V….

Thank you so much for sharing ALL worlds with me.  Our realities interweave and wind and blend in and out of us, bonding us together in a way that few understand or will ever comprehend.  You ARE my real life, my first life, my second life, my virtual life…you are my essence!   Thank you for loving me and for giving me the opportunity to make all of my lives good ones.  Thank you for standing by me and holding me when I cry.  Thank you for rocking me when I am hurt and for the special way you calm me when I am panicked.  I know you have often said that you are really clueless and only hope that the things that you do and say are what I need at the moment, but I can tell you…yes…they are.  It only makes me believe even more, that we ARE one….there is no difference in us.  No time spent in silly argumentation over things that will never matter.  No wasted moments.  Each one is cherished and used to grow and be…yes FINALLY BE with the one I have searched for my ENTIRE life!  I look back now and see that in all my worlds, the ones I chose to be with had pieces of you….just pieces.  And so I still looked, knowing somewhere deep in my soul that you were still out there.  And now I see the completion, the one that I was searching for, the one that has ALL the pieces….the other part of ME!  I don’t know exactly where this road will lead us, I only know that I will gladly walk it with you and that when this life, the one that we are currently in, ends….then I will find you again….I will keep searching, love….I WILL find you, for you are FOREVER mine.  …..I am in love with you….for the last time…..

Always…..El

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